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Klasien 09:42 am UTC 03/26/10 |
| After Steven_Stuart and Conas hinted towards my darker nature and my habit to dump dark shit on the board, I started thinking.... never a good thing, I guess... really?? My halfwitted attempts at sarcasm and aggression dump darkness all over the board?? I am really capable of destroying the mood here as much as certain others were/are??? Sheesh, thanks... I had no idea little old me could have so much influence on so many people who so obviously hardly ever take the time to read or respond to anything I dump here... So thanks, I guess... nice to know someone actually reads my shit... that dark enough for ya?? Truth be told... you couldn't live a day in my life... most days, I can barely do it... so if I dump some of my darkness here every now and again... maybe I'm just asking for a little sympathy and help?? Then again... I should have known that certain steinfans are not the most kind, sympathetic and helpfull people?? Too bad they seem to rule the board these days... Wonder why I keep showing up here... obviously we have nothing in common but a liking of a certain type of music... I thought it took a certain kind of people to fully enjoy Jim's music... I really thought you'd have to be at least somewhat broken to understand all the passion behind those songs... Perhaps it is time for me to leave this whole shit behind me and return to what I do best... enjoy Jim's music in private and stop bothering people with my 2 cents... Yes, I know that sounds pathetic... that's not really what I mean... but hey, when I found Jim's music, it was like coming home for the first time... so I had high hopes of this place... I really thought there'd be more people like me out here... but then again, perhaps I should have realised that those people would be the silent ones? That those people would be the least likely to post here? And that personal posts would not be made/ responded to here? I don't know... all I know is that my life has been a lot less dark since I discovered Jim... (and Star Trek for that matter) and that when I first discovered the Rockman it was a wonderful place full of nutty and Jimcrazy people... I loved it here...(and yes, I was a part of the mailing list before the board, I've been here for ages, really... whatever happened to Friend? I miss his/her annoyingly wonderful madness) I guess my frustration comes from knowing what this place has been, could still be and has become... I guess none of us age well??? K. who knows this post will be misquoted, misread and abused, but who is willing to take the risk... over and over again... for something that has been so important to her for so many years... If you think that's wrong... bite me, it's what I do and who I am...! > > I know... I just couldn't resist... > > > > What do you know... even miss goody-two- shoes has a dark > > side... lol > > > > K. > > That's a joke, isn't it? As Conas has said, every now and > then you dump darkness all over the board. What about the > way you attacked poor old Besty when she was trying her > best to uplaod something for others to enjoy? | |
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