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re: lol, I'm as bad as the next guy... n/m

Posted by:
Klasien 10:30 am UTC 03/26/10
In reply to: NJC - ramblings & random thoughts... feel free to ignore!! - Klasien 09:42 am UTC 03/26/10



> After Steven_Stuart and Conas hinted towards my darker
> nature and my habit to dump dark shit on the board, I
> started thinking.... never a good thing, I guess...
>
> really?? My halfwitted attempts at sarcasm and aggression
> dump darkness all over the board?? I am really capable of
> destroying the mood here as much as certain others
> were/are??? Sheesh, thanks... I had no idea little old me
> could have so much influence on so many people who so
> obviously hardly ever take the time to read or respond to
> anything I dump here...
>
> So thanks, I guess... nice to know someone actually reads
> my shit... that dark enough for ya??
>
> Truth be told... you couldn't live a day in my life...
> most days, I can barely do it... so if I dump some of my
> darkness here every now and again... maybe I'm just asking
> for a little sympathy and help??
>
> Then again... I should have known that certain steinfans
> are not the most kind, sympathetic and helpfull people??
> Too bad they seem to rule the board these days...
>
> Wonder why I keep showing up here... obviously we have
> nothing in common but a liking of a certain type of
> music... I thought it took a certain kind of people to
> fully enjoy Jim's music... I really thought you'd have to
> be at least somewhat broken to understand all the passion
> behind those songs...
>
> Perhaps it is time for me to leave this whole shit behind
> me and return to what I do best... enjoy Jim's music in
> private and stop bothering people with my 2 cents...
>
> Yes, I know that sounds pathetic... that's not really what
> I mean... but hey, when I found Jim's music, it was like
> coming home for the first time... so I had high hopes of
> this place... I really thought there'd be more people like
> me out here... but then again, perhaps I should have
> realised that those people would be the silent ones? That
> those people would be the least likely to post here? And
> that personal posts would not be made/ responded to here?
>
> I don't know... all I know is that my life has been a lot
> less dark since I discovered Jim... (and Star Trek for
> that matter) and that when I first discovered the Rockman
> it was a wonderful place full of nutty and Jimcrazy
> people... I loved it here...(and yes, I was a part of the
> mailing list before the board, I've been here for ages,
> really... whatever happened to Friend? I miss his/her
> annoyingly wonderful madness)
>
> I guess my frustration comes from knowing what this place
> has been, could still be and has become... I guess none of
> us age well???
>
> K.
> who knows this post will be misquoted, misread and abused,
> but who is willing to take the risk... over and over
> again... for something that has been so important to her
> for so many years... If you think that's wrong... bite me,
> it's what I do and who I am...!
>
> > > I know... I just couldn't resist...
> > >
> > > What do you know... even miss goody-two- shoes has a dark
> > > side... lol
> > >
> > > K.
> >
> > That's a joke, isn't it? As Conas has said, every now and
> > then you dump darkness all over the board. What about the
> > way you attacked poor old Besty when she was trying her
> > best to uplaod something for others to enjoy?


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